reliving my childhood/a new light

so my mom had to go to my old elementary school to do service hours and what did she bring back for dinner. tostada boats.!!! i use to love those things when i was in Elementary school. The new light is that i am acutally going to dedicate myself to school now. i am still going to go to the gym, but more dedication and better time managment skills are going to help me get ahead. I am also not going to go to the gentlemen's choice anymore. I decided that I have other things to worry about and that is just one more thing on my mind. so i am not going. I still have to go to prom though, so i still need to find a date. anyways i got to go to the gym, and about that. I am now at 205 pounds, trainer is afaid that i am going bulimic so i have to start eating, plus i personally do not want to get under 200 pounds, so it is time to lift double time and get bulky. total goal is 215 lbs, well built. Do not care about waist size, i am at 34-36 now. in september i was at 46 so i was fluffy. laters