greetings

Guatemala is great. lets just leave it at that. I will show everbody pics when i get back. i am loving guate, but i hav to take care of some things when i get back to the states. it is something that i should have done a long time ago, but sadly, i did not because my confidence was gone to hell. so i need to take care of that. i am still working on a script and i hav been reading fightclub(thanks mike). Also been playing metal gear portable ops. great game. cannot wait for new year. going to party like crazy, but i wish that a certain special smeone could have been here to celebrate with me. THe ime at which i confese my true feeling for here will soon arrive. Wish me luck.

training

This week has been really busy because of finals. Thurday night, I leave for Guatemala. This is going to be a time to relax and let loose,but also to train, and make sure that i have discipline. When i get back, i am going to have to trainers that are going to want to kick my ass. No mercy status. I am going to get weight training from Frost and he is going to push me to the edge. Robi(jujitsu trainer) is going to help me work on my ground game, and i still need to find somebody to help me with my standup. Frost can show me basic Muay Thai, but i am probaly goin to ask christian Moran if i can train with him so i can learn to box. I case you have not figured it out. I am going to train to become a full contact fighter. It might sound crazy, but i have a nack for fighting, and it seems that fighting people is the only real thing that motivates me to train harder. I want to become a fighting machine!!!, but i am always going to be the kind sweet fatass that you all know and love. Take this time to wish Frost good luck on his body building competition, sorry taht i cannot be their man. Pics of my nexts jujitsu training session are coming up. and i saw an opera today, it was pretty cool.

First lesson

just got back from my first jujitsu lesson, i kicked ass. 2 for 3, and the other guy has experience. shit what can i say i am a natural. The trainer says that i need to lose weight, about 20 more, that is cool, give me 3 weeks. He was amazed at how strong i was, which is funny because i always thought that i was weak. Jujitsu is fun, but i still need to learn, and then i will kick alot more ass. I also learned my first lesson., your hip bones are a important weapon.

I am going to college!!!

I just got accepted to my first school. I just got accepted to Cal State LA. hopefully this is the first of many acceptance letters.

i am back

I just got back from the retreat. it was great, i got to bond with some people that i never talked to and built new relationships. I was also touched by some of my friends because i was going through a ruff time and they showeed me that they really cared about me and i was touched. I also know that i have to talk to somebody to thank her because she helped me change my life. i have to keep on reflecting on my experience. i will give more detail tomorrow.

Late night

it is late., the reason i decided to post today is because tomorrow i am going on a retreat. it is going to be fun, but it is going to delay my schedule alot. but i am not going to start to complain. At the gym update... when i said that i wanted to do jujitsu, i started to get kindof scaried because of weightclass. i really want to do MMA but i am taking it one step at a time... but anyways once you are over 215, you pretty much can fight anybody no matter how big. personally, i expect to get schooled, but i do not want to fight a house so i have been trying to get under that 215, easier said than done considering i was 300 when i decided that i wanted to do jujitsu. but now i am only about 15 away, so it might happen. My buddy/trainer/bitch J/K Frosty, is going to hook it up on finding a jujitsu trainer...yes once i get back fro GUate. it is going to happen. Frosty got an offer from one of the members of the Gracie family to get trained. that is great but since Frosty is a good man, he brings me into the picture. now i just have to set a date so i can meet the guy and hopefully he will train me. that would be awsome!!! i could see it now, me getting trained by a Gracie. I am not going to post for 2 nights because of the retreat. and i need it because i am confused. i have had alot of crazy things in my head. but what can i say. i hope that more people besides mike read this. i got to find a way to promote my blog. I have been working out so much for jujitsu and everybody notices my dedication and results except the person that i want to see it the most. DAmn that sucks. o and the LA Autoshow was great. I went last night. I am kind of interested ina 2 door altima or A subaru wrx STi like always. I have to see how great my new job is going to be. o that is right i need a job. that is on my to do list after guatemala. everybody remind me to bring them back a gift, then remind me to give it to you.... and BRyan, no i cannot bring you back a quetzal.

Yes, i missed school

I did not go to school today because i was too tired. i am taking SAt's tomorrow and i am going to meet one of the Gracie's from the jujitsu family. homefully the guy is willing to train me. and yes, a two girls at the gym were checking me out today. YES!!!

Yes!!!post 100

it is very fitting, post 100 marks the day I finished applying to UC's, they are out of the way. Now i just need to apply to LMU, USC, USF, and some college out east that people tell me to apply to. i forget the name. I am goin to be really busy becasue of early finals, but my trip to Guatemala is only 3 weeks away. personal life has been crappy, like every time that a man's life is crappy, their is a girl invovled. but i am still getting my things done, business before pleasure. well good night and whoever reads this pray for me. I really want to get accepted to a few colleges.